Tuesday, June 23, 2009

Sweet Song..

Tuesday, June 23, 2009 0
Baby I'm Yours

Baby, I'm yours (baby, I'm yours)
And I'll be yours (yours) until the stars fall from the sky,
Yours (yours) until the rivers all run dry
In other words, until I die

Baby, I'm yours (baby, I'm yours)
And I'll be yours (yours) until the sun no longer shines,
Yours (yours) until the poets run out of rhyme
In other words, until the end of time

I'm gonna stay right here by your side,
Do my best to keep you satisfied
Nothin' in the world can drive me away
'Cause every day, you'll hear me say

Baby, I'm yours (baby, I'm yours)
And I'll be yours (yours) until two and two is three,
Yours (yours) until the mountains crumble to the sea
In other words, until eternity

Baby, I'm yours
'Til the stars fall from the sky
Baby, I'm yours
'Til the rivers all run dry
Baby, I'm yours
'Til the sun no longer shines
Baby, I'm yours
'Til the poets run out of rhyme
(fade out)

Heartless..


Wish i'm a heartless person. Can't stop this feeling. I can't let it go. If i let it go, i will be in a great pain. Maybe i ended up my life. I wish what i'm doing is the right thing. I'm so sad with everything happen around me. It seem all my fault. I missing someone so much but she far away from me. I need her hug and her word to rest my mind. So hard for me to facing everyday of my life. So hard enough till i wish im dead now.

Monday, June 22, 2009

Thinking About My Self..

Monday, June 22, 2009 0


Life is so unpredictable. Today, i been thinking about my self. What kind of person i am. So far, i didn't found anything good about me. Wondering who am i to someone else. Listening to Jay Chou songs all day. Tired what happen around me. The war around the world. Can't their think how to save earth. Earth in pain because of us. Global warming is the sign for us to save the earth. Do anyone care about earth. Better i go to sleep. So tired. Love u so much dear. Miss u so much dear. Take care. Muahhhh..

Sunday, June 21, 2009

Sunday..

Sunday, June 21, 2009 0
Warghh.. i woke up so late today.. around 10am.. sakit lorr kepala ku bgn lewat.. malas mau guna bhasa english.. aku seorg pengguna bhasa english yg teruk.. sigh.. apa kah.. ntah la.. aku rasa sungguh bosan sgt.. nak guna internet, punya la payah.. nak beli wifi, bah bg duit kat aku.. aku mmg gi beli skrg gak.. tp apa bleh buat, bank negara aku tutup.. wahaha.. aku x paham la ttg diri aku sendiri.. adakah aku seorg pembohong dan penipu.. adakah aku suka menungkit.. kalau ada, maafkan aku la.. sbb nya aku x tahu dan aku x paham aku sendiri.. mungkin betul kata org lain, aku org yg xda pendirian yg tetap.. lagi satu, aku mmg la tersangat jujur ikhlas terhadap org sehingga aku kena tipu pun aku x sedar.. kalo sedar pun, aku buat2 x tau.. biar la org cakap yg bukan2 kat aku.. janji aku sendiri tau apa yg aku cakapkan tu betul.. pandangan org lain, mana la sama pandangna kita.. org angguk pun belum tentu stuju apa yg kita ckapkan.. ntah2 dlm hati katakan tak stuju.. dah puas dah aku dijadikan kambing hitam, smua kesalahan org diletakkan diatas bahu aku.. aku dah penat melawan smua tu.. aku just tutup mulut n membebal dalam hati aku sendiri.. kalo aku sedih, bukan ada kwn nak dgr smua ceta aku.. yg pelik nya, kalo kwn aku sedih n down, comfirm cari aku.. call aku, ajak aku kuar.. dgr smua ceta msalah dorang.. aku bukan merungut cuma aku x paham, betul ke aku kawan korang.. time sedih baru nak jumpa aku, time korang happy, x nampak batang hidung pun.. time aku call n ajak korang kuar, fuiyohhh, nak meletup hp aku call.. asyik dgr kringgg yg x terjawab.. heran gak aku.. patut ke aku berkawan dgn org mcm tu.. lagi bhaya ada kawan yg tikam aku dr belakang.. aku mmg la marah tp nak buat mcm mana, benda dah berlaku.. yg betul2 kawan aku, ada la beberapa org.. tp dorang dah ada tanggungjawab masing2.. so, aku x nak la kacau.. manusia yg berpura2 mmg banyak sgt heh.. aku x tau nak mengadu kat sapa lg.. apa yg aku bleh buat, luahkan kat blog.. perkara yg aku x suka bleh jadi suka.. hehehe.. penat lorr.. doin the same thing everyday.. kalau bleh, aku nak merantau n berjalan sehingga aku penat dan behenti sampai aku rasa dah buat yg termampu.. lari2 ke arah yg aku x tau.. kat hati aku nih, mcm2 yg ada.. nak memahami diri aku mmg susah.. slalu bertanya kepda diri aku.. mcm org gila sudah bercakap sendiri dlm hati.. bila tgk org happy, gelak, senyum.. aku harapkan mcm tu gak.. happy, gelak,senyum.. tp aku x mcm tu.. ntah la.. dunia aku semakin malap kot.. x mampu aku katakan lg.. bila aku betul2 happy, aku pun dah x ingat.. bila aku happy, pastu gerenti x happy lg.. kejap je aku happy.. kalau aku tdo, aku harap aku x jumpa hari esok.. sbb esok hari xda maknanya.. aku masih mencari makna hidup aku sendiri.. ntah bila aku nak jumpa.. aku dah jumpa salah satu tujuan aku tp ntah la.. sbb tuhan slalu permainkan aku.. last2, hilang jua tujuan aku tu.. penat dah aku.. aku x tau nak lakukan apa lg.. aku cuma berharap tujuan aku tersebut xkan hilang dr aku.. apa2 pun, aku kan teruskan blog nih walaupun aku rasakan nak delete blog nih.. tengok la sampai kemana arah hidup aku bleh pegi.. manusia mmg lemah.. kalau ada yg kuat, good for u.. gtg.. bye.. to be continued..

Saturday, June 20, 2009

Saturday..

Saturday, June 20, 2009 0

What i been doin heh... doin some crazy stuff with my sis.. taking stupid picture of me.. and sending to her.. geez.. what im doin to my self.. goin out, nahh, not in my mind.. today just doin nothin but chatting only.. gtg.. not so much i wanna wrote.. such a boring n sleepy day.. whatever..

Friday, June 19, 2009

Stupid Phone Call..

Friday, June 19, 2009 0
This morning around 5am. I got this phone call. Shit damn it that women. She disturbing my dream. A nice and sweet dream with my love one. So stupid that women. I'm so so angry. Arghhh.. If my love one call me, i won't be mad like this. Let me tell you why i'm so angry.

Kringggg.. Kringggg...

Andy : Hellooo..

Stupid Women: Hellooo..

Andy : Yaa..

Stupid Women : Cam ada??

Andy : Haaa?? Cam?? Sapa Cam??

Stupid Women : Camillia..

Andy : Wrong Number.. Salah number tok..

Stupid Women : .......... tuttttttt...

Andy : Damn you, stupid you...

That women just hung up like that.. At least says sorry. I woke up early just to pick up that phone call.. Really pissed me off.. At that time, i'm having a nice dream.. sighh.. Bodoh betul..

BaD MooD!!!!!



Suddenly i'm not in mood. Don't know la.. what the hell..

feel wanna eat someone..

bite someone heh..