Bla Bla Bla..

Adehhhh... my feeling so mixed up with jealous n sad n so on.. sighh.. so sad enuff.. u still not telling me about ur true feeling.. wish i can read ur mind n ur heart.. what going on with u.. cant u tell me the truth.. what the meaning of love to u? u so confusing with ur own heart.. i also become so confused.. yesterday u say love, today u say dont know.. are u just playing with my heart then.. atleast say something.. what a weird feeling.. ok.. done with that..

tomolo my frens gets married.. huhu.. i cant go.. sorry bro.. wish i can come.. Congrats to u anyway.. u saying i know that girl.. i wondering whom.. shit.. just tell me bro.. u owez playing something like this to me.. lol.. GOOD LUCK TO U MY FRENS.. Hope u be happy forever..
hahaha.. there u go, i lost my good partner.. huhuhu.. i gonna missed my old day with u bro.. getting drunk, accident, fight n all other stuff we both do before.. i missed my day in kuching, sibu, bintulu n miri with u bro.. whuaaa whuaaa.. but i happy for u bro.. finally u found ur love one.. haha.. best of luck..

whatelse.. my life gettin better lately, seem all thing gets into shape.. only that thing still bugging me coz i still dont know her true feeling.. well, i gonna keep my blog this time.. kinda fun to do after all.. sharing what i been through n what happen to me.. maybe someday, this blog will remind of me how my life going on.. hahaha.. actually, i kinda hate this thing before but somehow, it change my mind.. guess i found how interesting is blogging.. hahaha.. hope found more frens in here while blogging.. ahaks.. ttyl.. see ya..

I hate you so much...

Im trying not to hate you but i cant..
Even thou ure saying sorry so many time, but i still cant forgive u what u have done to me.. sighh..
this feeling really sucks.. im trying to be nice but i cant..
i cant faking that im ok with u.. stop all this nonsense..
u really hurting me..
how i supposed to forgive u.. to me, it all over.. just dont appear in my life anymore..
i hate u so much.. but i feel bad for what happened to u..
just live for ur own sake n look forward.. u have ur own life now..
i cant help u anyway..
i already gave u so many chance before but u really spoils it.
u dont know how to appreciate the people around u who love u..
when u lost it, u cant so easily get it back..
it just like a field full with flower..
u looking n searching for the most beautiful flower ever without turning back..
u found one but u think maybe a lot beautiful than this..
but in the end, u reach at the end of the field..
nothing in ur hand but u cant turn back to look it again..
this is life..
same as ur love one..
if u dont know how to appreciate it, u will losing it..
the chance come once in a life time..
u will know who the most care n love u..
Appreciate it n take good care of it..
pay attention to someone u love..
Do CARE other feeling..
LOVE is not just a word..
It really come from sincerely heart..
Im done with all this feeling..

Three Words For You..

1-2-1-2-3-4
Give me more loving than I’ve ever had
Make me feel better when I’m feeling sad
Tell me I’m special even though I know I’m not
Make me feel good when I hurt so bad
Barely getting mad
I’m so glad I found you
I love being around you
You make it easy
Its as easy as 1-2-1-2-3-4
There’s only one thing
To Do
Three words
For you
(I love you) I love you
There’s only one way to say
Those three words
That’s what I’ll do
(I love you) I love you
Give me more loving from the very start
Piece me back together when I fall apart
Tell me things you never even tell your closest friends
Make me feel good when I hurt so bad
You’re the best that I’ve had
And I’m so glad I found you
I love being around you
You make it easy
It’s easy as 1-2-1-2-3-4
There’s only one thing
To Do
Three words
For you
(I love you) I love you
There’s only one way to say
Those three words
That’s what I’ll do
(I love you) I love you
(I love you) I love you
You make it easy
It’s easy as 1 2 1 2 3 4
There’s only one thing
To Do
Three words
For you
(I love you) I love you
There’s only one way to say
Those three words
That’s what I’ll do
(I love you) I love you
(I love you) I love you
1-2-3-4
I love you
(I love you) I love you

Awesome Wedding Day..

What the tuuuuttt!!!

It's amazing, I'm the reason
Everybody fired up this evening
I'm exhausted, barely breathing
Holding on to what I believe in

No matter what you'll never take that from me
My reign is as far as your eyes can see

It's amazin', so amazin', so amazin', so amazin'
It's amazin', so amazin', so amazin', so amazin'
It's amazin'
(Let's go)

I'm a monster, I'm a killer
I know I'm wrong, yeah
I'm a problem that'll never ever be solved

And no matter what you'll never take that from me
My reign is as far as your eyes can see

It's amazin', so amazin', so amazin', so amazin'
It's amazin', so amazin', so amazin', so amazin'
It's amazin'
(Let's go)

I'm a monster, I'm a maven
I know this world is changin'
Never gave in, never gave up
I'm the only thing I'm afraid of

No matter what you'll never take that from me
My reign is as far as your eyes can see

It's amazin', so amazin', so amazin', so amazin'
It's amazin', so amazin', so amazin', so amazin'
It's amazin', so amazin', so amazin', so amazin'
It's amazin', so amazin', so amazin', so amazin'
It's amazin'

I'm amazin', yeah, I'm all that
If I ain't on my grind then what you call that?
Victorious, yeah, we warriors
We make history, strive off victory

Standing at my podium
I'm trying watch my sodium
Die high blood pressure
You even let the Feds getcha

I'm amazin', born on the full moon
I was bred to get it in, no spoon
That's why I'm so goose, summer time, no juice
Big family, small house, no rooms

They like, oh God, why you go so hard?
Look what he's been through
He deserves an applause

So amazin', so amazin', so amazin'
It's amazin', so amazin', so amazin', so amazin'
It's amazin', so amazin', so amazin', so amazin'
It's amazin', so amazin', so amazin', so amazin'
It's amazin'

I'm Sorry.. I'm Addicted..

ADDICTION
Because Of You

[Verse 1]
Want to but I can't help it.
I love the way it feels.
This got me stuck between my fantasy and what is real.
I need it when I want it.
I want it when I don't.
Tell myself I'd stop everyday,
Knowing that I won't


[Hook #1]
I've got a problem and I.. (don't know what to do about it)
Even if I did, I don't know if i would quit
But I doubt it. I'm,
Taken by the thought of it..(mmm mm)

And I know this much is true (mmmmm)
Baby, you have become my addiction.
I'm so strung out on you (mmmm)
I can barely move...but I like it,

[Chorus]
So, then it's all because of you (all because of you)
So, then it's all because of you (all because of you)
And it's all because of you (all because of you)
So, then it's all because...
Never get enough,
She's the sweetest drug. (Oowuuu)

[Verse 2]

Think of it every second,
I can't get nothing done.
Only concern is the next time, I'm 'gon get me some.
Know I should stay away from,
Cause it's no good for me.
I try and try but my obsession, won't let me leave.

[Hook #1]
I've got a problem and I (don't know what to do about it)
Even if I did I don't know if i would quit
But I doubt it. I'm,


Taken by the thought of it. (mmmm) (heeyh..)

And I know this much is true, (mmmm)
Baby, you have become my addiction.
I'm so strung out on you, (strung out on you..)
I can barely move...but I like it, (but I like it..)

[Chorus]
So, then it's all because of you (all because of you) (aey!)
So, then it's all because of you (all because of you)
And it's all because of you (all because of you)
So, then it's all because...
Never get enough (Never get enough..)
She's the sweetest drug.

[Hook #2]
Ain't no doubt.... (no doubt heayh)
So strung out. (Strung out heeayh)
Ain't no doubt....
So strung out. (heahheh!)
Over you,
Over you,(yooouuu)
Over you(yooouuu)...

[Harmonics]
(Mmouhh)

(Because of you)
(And it's all because of you)
(mm)
(Never get enough)
(She's the sweetest drug)

And I know this much is true (Truuuuue)
Baby, you (baby yoou you you you) have become my addiction (become my addiction)
I'm so strung out on you,
I can barely move...but I like it (and I like it..yeaheh..)

[Chorus]
So, then it's all because of you (aey!)(all because of you)
So, then it's all because of you (all because of you)
And it's all because of you (all because of you)
So, then it's all because...
Never get enough (Oooh never get enough)
She's the sweetest drug,
.....She's the sweetest drug.....

Damn Crazy Week..

Condolence to frens of mine. She lost her beloved father on Wednesday afternoon. Rest In Peace. This week, my day became so crazy with sadness n weird n sickness.. Today, im really sick. arghh, barely cant move.. i just stay at my room n i feel so bad.. My whole body is in pain.. My heart is the worst pain in me.. Last night i cant sleep till this morning.. worried too much.. while i typing this, my head spinning over like gasing huh.. after i finish with this, i go back to my bed lol.. not in the mood to eat.. i lost my appetite.. geez.. i worried so much.. keep thinking of that person.. gtg now.. i feel really sick..